I dated a Thai girlfriend for 3 years since I came to work in Thailand. Our relationship was great and we loved each other very much. But now my family back home is seriously ill and I have to go back to take care of them. I do not know when I can return to Thailand. We talked and agreed that long distance would be too hard. We broke up on good terms. On the day we broke up we both cried. Now I am back home but I think of her every day. When I open LINE and see old chats I cry every time. I know I made the right decision but my heart refuses to understand.